absentme

zippity do dah!

Fri, 25 Sep 2009 17:44:14 GMT

I'm a very happy girl. Everything is great right now, even though it's not. It's been a while since I felt this special.

Have a wonderful day.

Thu, 30 Jul 2009 07:36:26 GMT

im so obvious it's retarded.

love me love me not

Tue, 23 Jun 2009 03:29:29 GMT

i am too difficult.

EEEEEeeeee!

Tue, 28 Apr 2009 01:32:10 GMT

I am very excited. I threw it out there poop!

Wed, 28 Jan 2009 04:06:30 GMT

¿No, que no?

cheers darlin'

Wed, 31 Dec 2008 17:36:12 GMT

eesh, im sitting here with too many thoughts in my head about 2008. i would love a to do a recap but i am too lazy. 2007 sucked ass. 2008 was great. 2009 will be amazing. im leaving saturday morning and if any of you are interested in seeing me before i leave, do not hesitate to call. ive met some amazing ppl while down here and i hope to stay in contact with them. life is funny and im just glad i have an opportunity to experience it.

thanks to friends
thanks to boys
thanks to books
thanks to smokes of all sorts
thanks to movies
thanks to my parents
thanks to booze

and now some random thoughts of ppl that made a significance in my life not just this year but since i moved down in 2003.

when i think of you i think of pizza, cursive, and openness.
when i think of you i think of being there, not being there, and the future.
when i think of you i think of ender, time, and thinking.
when i think of you i think of honesty.
when i think of you i think of good music and heartbreak.
when i think of you i think of good conversations.
when i think of you i think of knowledge and self-growth.

cheers to living guys!

it's your moment to shine. shouldnt everybody be there?

Wed, 26 Nov 2008 20:13:37 GMT

it's about that time again. meet me at cornerstone bar on wed to celebrate. I'm turning 25 and leaving for almost 2 years. Id really like for everyone I know to be there.

HANDS DOWN...

Sat, 01 Nov 2008 23:45:14 GMT

I WAS THE BEST LOOKING SKELETON OF THE NIGHT.

pictures on myspace soon to come. and it looks like i might be dressing up again tonight. :D!!!!

"so tetris and a skeleton walk into a bar...and lose to a single stuffed boob."

maybe next year i'll design my costume around the idea of being able to flash my tits so i can win some contest.

"and what are you?"
"not dressed as a hoar." ahahahahahahah

today is the day

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 19:29:05 GMT

hello good-looking!

hey remember that time...

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 20:46:01 GMT

"sssss, sssss, ooow, owww, uggggg, sssss, ssss uggggh, ooow, owww"

-jeeesssss, he makes me happy! does that mean it's all downhill from here? or am i climbing up instead?

ok, so let me get this straight.

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 22:02:14 GMT

danielle/jr/andie/robert/me

how she even would know about it is what boggles the brain. well, not really. it could be maybe david or simon or lori because they are on my friends list. what would it take to get some honesty here? im not upset at all just curious as to how these ppl dont have anything better to do than to talk about someone they dont even talk to!! someone please explain this to me? mind your own fucking business and grow up.

trust me, you dont want none of this lip. we all know how bad i can get, so dont get me started.

when i let you closer, i only want you closer....

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 22:40:55 GMT

last night was crazy.

and i can't begin to explain how ecstatic i am about all my purchases in the last couple of weeks.

ps. damn you menomena

wheat bread/grape jelly

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 17:01:25 GMT

what you gonna do, when it dawns on you?

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 17:03:41 GMT

it seems juan has failed me yet again. im not sure how im going to be able to afford the trip to sa and austin now, but by god i'll do it. i am getting an oil change today and if im not too lazy, ill clean my car out:)

i got home at like 4 am and the relatives from out of town where still awake outside my house talking their "problems" talk. super annoying. i just went straight to bed. the drive home however, was amazing. :)

ps- i miss menomena.

he e...hee

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 18:19:24 GMT

my padres are out of el town-o
and i drank and smoked with my hermano
jessica won the fight-o
while i danced drunk around the pool in my nightgown-o?(but not really)
mike wore his fancy watch-o
and brandon looked like he worked at a rancho
drunk texting is my worst nightmare-o
but by the morning it's all olvidado.

-friday....!!!

to be continued and then some

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 03:08:10 GMT

saturday- went to daniels, played scrabulous, went to the mall where there is a 2 story forever 21 and spent more money, went home got dressed, saw ladytron and they were amazing! went home
sunday- woke up, packed, picked up some coffee and a veggie sandwich to take back to jess, got on the plane and arrived home:) ,went to valley bowl and bowled terribly, drank some new castle which was really good, went to brandons with jess and the guys and played some fighting game,haha. came home, went to sleep.

hmmm...looks like i'll be making a quick stop to san antonio next friday then heading to austin for the weekend :D!!!!!!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey you! why you lookin' so fine?!

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 22:06:29 GMT

Thursday- work,plane,surprise, Brazil(coffee and bacon/apple/sausage pizza, sleep
Friday- Ninfa's, Galleria, Damians, some bar, Numbers (lots of dancing), smoke, sleep
Saturday- Central Market (wheat,chicken,chipotle mayo,basil,lettuce,tomato,blue cheese crumbs,avocado,caramelized onions), Rice Village, to be continued...

it feels surreal to be out of the valley. it had been way too long.

ps- im finally getting what i wanted.

"you CAN always get what you want" doo doo doo.... . . . ..

i wish caca was here to experience this with me.

doing fine. being fine.

Wed, 28 May 2008 05:13:38 GMT

why must you love me so much?

.everybody's got good intentions but always strings attached.

Sun, 18 May 2008 01:56:51 GMT

headline news:

my mom and i were having lunch the other day when she dropped a bomb on me. she wants me to go back to school and finish. which i really had no intentions of doing but she really sold me on my the options she gave me. or at least has me thinking about it. she said that i could go to school anywhere i wanted. whether san antonio or austin or out of state. she prefer that i stay in texas of course but still... if i really wanted i could go ....anywhere. that she would pay for my apt and my gas and anything she could possibly help me with. the condition, that i do well in school. which i know i can do if i put my heart in it. i just dont know if i have the heart for school. she even mentioned how my dad would def. not be up for the idea but that she would handle that. that she would go back to work if she had to. i dont want to think of the responsibility that would weigh down on me or the possibility of failing them and myself. i told her that i would think about it and im still thinking.

the forecast:

im looking foward to summer. i plan to spend weekends at the beach and weekdays by my pool. i plan to visit san antonio and austin and houston. go to shows. visit friends. read a few books i've been putting on the back burner. and joining a gym.

im done with, with ...with...with your goddamn amazing face.

Mon, 12 May 2008 19:06:34 GMT

this week was pretty fucking cool. super random.
all hail to the following:

-two days off in a row
-shopping galore
-annie's bday dinner
-skean dhu
-simon sez happy hour
- crazy insane adventure that involved me leaving my phone at someones apt whom i didnt know and couldnt remember where they lived cuz i parked in the back alley!
- mothers day drunkness at 9721 accompanied with mariachi
- visit to chocolate store/makeup store/ ben and jerry's/ran into friends i hadn't seen in forever
-hung out with jess multiple time (yay for alone friend time!)
- got the evil eye
- did many evil eye reenactments for friends
- wings and rings with the boys
- bondings with employees
- watercoloring at moonbeans
- swimming
- ...hmm..there's more but i think thats good for now.

ps yay for tonight at simon sez for jess's bday!!!!!!!

there will be picture taking damn you!

hoochiewallywallyshebangbang

Thu, 01 May 2008 20:59:59 GMT

im updating from good ol' 9721. last night was the second night back home. the first night i took off and drove around for an hour smoking as many cigs as i could and belching out jimmy eat world (bleed american) while crying my little eyes out. of course i miss my apt. but im not too upset by it. it's for the best and i understand that. my mom is ecstatic about having me back home and i am willing to eat all the food she is willing to make for me.so it's not all a loss. i have money again so that is really really nice.the moving part sucked and i have bruises to show for it, but soon those will fade, as will the paleness of my young skinny body because i am going to live in my pool by god if it's the last thing i do i will turn the color of "dirty mexican"by the end of the summer. today at work 4 business men (mostly one did all the talking) stopped to tell me i looked like a young jaime lee curtis. i also heard it last night from one of cristals friends. bleh.<- thats how i feel about that. i only hope im a much hotter version of her,haha.

in other news, the boy ive been crushing on since forever is still completely unaware. i dont think ive been infatuated by someone for this long a time without doing anything about it. it's very frustrating as you can imagine.my thought process is as follows: i dont want a boyfriend but i like the idea of liking a boy and occasional flirting. so, this keeps me semi-happy but also safe from any sort of emotional hurting.

hmmm..is it safe to say internet abbie is back?

ive been avoiding

Sun, 09 Mar 2008 00:21:39 GMT

updating this journal. i rather be watching another foreign film than trying to type what it is exactly that ive been doing for the past couple of weeks.

if you havent noticed i got a haircut. it looks amazing and i cant imagine why i waited this long to cut it this short. you know that feeling when you get a haircut that involves more than a mere 2 inches? when you go shorter, noticeably shorter. when you get in the shower and wet your hair for the first time. when you run your fingers through it and something is missing. your hair is missing. and your head feels lighter. i never got that feeling. this time i mean. ive felt it every time i have gone from long to short or short to shorter. but now the most drastic change i could have possibly done other than shave my head and i feel no different than when it was long. sometimes i even go to bed thinking i have to take of the hair band from my head. but there is none. but it feels like i still have one. its very weird. i prob should have just kept this post completely private because it feels like im talking in circles and i am the only one who understands me.

ive done some major chan....ahhh i dont want to tell you . i dont want to tell anyone. if you know then you know. if you dont then you dont.

everything at the moment just makes sense now. everything.

hello fellow readers

Mon, 18 Feb 2008 03:34:33 GMT

my sidekick fell in the toilet so now i am limited to internet use. this is a summary of whats been going on if youre interested...

a lot.

too much to type.

goodbye internet world

it was bound to end slowly but surely: )

enjoy the silence

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 19:32:57 GMT

-I watched a pretty fucked up movie a few nights ago called Shortbus. Some of the scenes included: crazy sex positions (with actual penetration visible); a threesome of guys; a guy blowing himself off and finishing in his mouth and face; sex rooms; a pre-orgasmic couples counselor; suicide attemp... blah blah blah. It was one of those weird feelings movie, but I could def. see some ppl I know in these characters. Of course not to such extremes,but yeaaa....

-Brenda is coming down in a couple weeks. I'm am extremely excited about this because we will have actual alone time.

-i haven't been playing as much scrabble as I use too. This makes me really sad, but the game is just too nostalgic right now and I need none of that emotion in me at the moment.

-Today is going 2 be extra awesome. Oh man... i'm all kinds of giddy about today.

- I want to go home ALREADY1!!!

good morning babies!

Sat, 19 Jan 2008 14:30:33 GMT

While most of you are sleeping the drunk away, i'm sipping a cup of hot cocoa enjoying the silence drowned out by the rapture in my ears. Today is going to be an awesome day. I haven't had a full agenda to follow in a long ass while. Don't really feel like filling you in on the details, but i'm sure the craziness will go down with some online scrabble.

Ok, so the most depressing show EVER award goes to: celeb rehab w/dr. Drew. Jess and I watched the uncomfortableness of it all last night. Eeesh, it def. feels like staring at a car crash with a baby in the front seat.

I made 25 bux and 2 packs of cigs off clothes already. There's still a lot of cute stuff, but I don't see ne1 actually coming over to try the clothes on and buy them. Well see, its not like I don't have space for them now.

I'm awake but i'm tired. I've already listened to the following albums:
The bird and the bee- the bird and the bee
( love the fucking boyfriend and i'm a broken heart songs)
New young pony club-fantastic playroom
( really like jerk me and f.a.n. and the bomb)
The rapture-pieces of the ppl we love

Ill prob listen to some daft punk next.

Anywoowoo- gotta go back to the dance floor, ttyl

WORKING,
Abbieeeeeeeee