I'm a very happy girl. Everything is great right now, even though it's not. It's been a while since I felt this special.


Have a wonderful day.

im so obvious it's retarded.

i am too difficult.

I am very excited. I threw it out there poop!

¿No, que no?

eesh, im sitting here with too many thoughts in my head about 2008. i would love a to do a recap but i am too lazy. 2007 sucked ass. 2008 was great. 2009 will be amazing. im leaving saturday morning and if any of you are interested in seeing me before i leave, do not hesitate to call. ive met some amazing ppl while down here and i hope to stay in contact with them. life is funny and im just glad i have an opportunity to experience it.

thanks to friends
thanks to boys
thanks to books
thanks to smokes of all sorts
thanks to movies
thanks to my parents
thanks to booze


and now some random thoughts of ppl that made a significance in my life not just this year but since i moved down in 2003.


when i think of you i think of pizza, cursive, and openness.
when i think of you i think of being there, not being there, and the future.
when i think of you i think of ender, time, and thinking.
when i think of you i think of honesty.
when i think of you i think of good music and heartbreak.
when i think of you i think of good conversations.
when i think of you i think of knowledge and self-growth.


cheers to living guys!

it's about that time again. meet me at cornerstone bar on wed to celebrate. I'm turning 25 and leaving for almost 2 years. Id really like for everyone I know to be there.

I WAS THE BEST LOOKING SKELETON OF THE NIGHT.

pictures on myspace soon to come. and it looks like i might be dressing up again tonight. :D!!!!

"so tetris and a skeleton walk into a bar...and lose to a single stuffed boob."

maybe next year i'll design my costume around the idea of being able to flash my tits so i can win some contest.

"and what are you?"
"not dressed as a hoar." ahahahahahahah

hello good-looking!

"sssss, sssss, ooow, owww, uggggg, sssss, ssss uggggh, ooow, owww"

-jeeesssss, he makes me happy! does that mean it's all downhill from here? or am i climbing up instead?

danielle/jr/andie/robert/me

how she even would know about it is what boggles the brain. well, not really. it could be maybe david or simon or lori because they are on my friends list. what would it take to get some honesty here? im not upset at all just curious as to how these ppl dont have anything better to do than to talk about someone they dont even talk to!! someone please explain this to me? mind your own fucking business and grow up.



trust me, you dont want none of this lip. we all know how bad i can get, so dont get me started.

last night was crazy.


and i can't begin to explain how ecstatic i am about all my purchases in the last couple of weeks.




ps. damn you menomena

!

it seems juan has failed me yet again. im not sure how im going to be able to afford the trip to sa and austin now, but by god i'll do it. i am getting an oil change today and if im not too lazy, ill clean my car out:)

i got home at like 4 am and the relatives from out of town where still awake outside my house talking their "problems" talk. super annoying. i just went straight to bed. the drive home however, was amazing. :)

ps- i miss menomena.

my padres are out of el town-o
and i drank and smoked with my hermano
jessica won the fight-o
while i danced drunk around the pool in my nightgown-o?(but not really)
mike wore his fancy watch-o
and brandon looked like he worked at a rancho
drunk texting is my worst nightmare-o
but by the morning it's all olvidado.






-friday....!!!

saturday- went to daniels, played scrabulous, went to the mall where there is a 2 story forever 21 and spent more money, went home got dressed, saw ladytron and they were amazing! went home
sunday- woke up, packed, picked up some coffee and a veggie sandwich to take back to jess, got on the plane and arrived home:) ,went to valley bowl and bowled terribly, drank some new castle which was really good, went to brandons with jess and the guys and played some fighting game,haha. came home, went to sleep.


hmmm...looks like i'll be making a quick stop to san antonio next friday then heading to austin for the weekend :D!!!!!!


YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday- work,plane,surprise, Brazil(coffee and bacon/apple/sausage pizza, sleep
Friday- Ninfa's, Galleria, Damians, some bar, Numbers (lots of dancing), smoke, sleep
Saturday- Central Market (wheat,chicken,chipotle mayo,basil,lettuce,tomato,blue cheese crumbs,avocado,caramelized onions), Rice Village, to be continued...

it feels surreal to be out of the valley. it had been way too long.


ps- im finally getting what i wanted.

"you CAN always get what you want" doo doo doo.... . . . ..


i wish caca was here to experience this with me.

why must you love me so much?

headline news:

my mom and i were having lunch the other day when she dropped a bomb on me. she wants me to go back to school and finish. which i really had no intentions of doing but she really sold me on my the options she gave me. or at least has me thinking about it. she said that i could go to school anywhere i wanted. whether san antonio or austin or out of state. she prefer that i stay in texas of course but still... if i really wanted i could go ....anywhere. that she would pay for my apt and my gas and anything she could possibly help me with. the condition, that i do well in school. which i know i can do if i put my heart in it. i just dont know if i have the heart for school. she even mentioned how my dad would def. not be up for the idea but that she would handle that. that she would go back to work if she had to. i dont want to think of the responsibility that would weigh down on me or the possibility of failing them and myself. i told her that i would think about it and im still thinking.

the forecast:

im looking foward to summer. i plan to spend weekends at the beach and weekdays by my pool. i plan to visit san antonio and austin and houston. go to shows. visit friends. read a few books i've been putting on the back burner. and joining a gym.

this week was pretty fucking cool. super random.
all hail to the following:

-two days off in a row
-shopping galore
-annie's bday dinner
-skean dhu
-simon sez happy hour
- crazy insane adventure that involved me leaving my phone at someones apt whom i didnt know and couldnt remember where they lived cuz i parked in the back alley!
- mothers day drunkness at 9721 accompanied with mariachi
- visit to chocolate store/makeup store/ ben and jerry's/ran into friends i hadn't seen in forever
-hung out with jess multiple time (yay for alone friend time!)
- got the evil eye
- did many evil eye reenactments for friends
- wings and rings with the boys
- bondings with employees
- watercoloring at moonbeans
- swimming
- ...hmm..there's more but i think thats good for now.



ps yay for tonight at simon sez for jess's bday!!!!!!!



there will be picture taking damn you!